21/4/2026

Made this now, it's almost 10 Pm though. I can't think of anything to say now. I played the demo for Tomodatchi life living the dream, Im a bit sad I can't have them interact anymore. I made Akechi Touma, Maka Albarn, and Shiego Kageyama. Akechi is my blorbo so I put most effort into making his Mii and I didn't really care about the rest. I guess a blog is supposed to have more information, but many of the things I would like to say, would need context which I'm not happy about. I don't like describing things. That would be very funny if you had context.

22/4/2026

Why does everyone live in America? I currently have two phones and use both of them, and both of them are bad in their own ways. Yeah my life is very boring, I don't celebrate holidays or have many friends. Although I'm fine with all of those things. I get accused of being AI or a vampire a lot, Ai mostly on the internet and vampire in person. I use the same three photos for my proflie picture on every account. I drink too much coffee and stay up too late. I like being vague about useless information and speak formally for no reason at all. I think that's all you need to know for now.

24/4/2026

Went back to school after a week and absolutely hated it, why must i go. My classmates are all stupid. Although i'll give them credit for at least being creative with the ways they annoy me. And it's not even people from my grade, its the others too. Most of them don't know I have this website, I think only one knows. AO3 is also banned at school, which... why? Phones are technically banned but everyone sneaks them in anyway. I have no respect for those people anymore.

25/4/2026

I have made an art fight account. It is useless as I'm now realising that i won't even use it.

26/4/2026

I've been editing the layout for a while, but that means I can't join any webring or fan listing since I need the buttons up before I apply. I hate this sometimes. I'd like to say I'm getting better at HTML and CSS. Is that vague enough? I have a sanrio figure collection left over from my cutecore phase, I feel bad for them.

27/4/2026

I love the thrill that horror movies give. Lost media is my favourite horror genre, but i love bad 80s-90s horror as well.

28/4/2026

Both Radiohead and Blur have been recommended to me after I admitted to liking Weezer. After realising, I think they're trying to sabotage my social life.

29/4/2026

My favourite thing is being the last on every list because i put my name as yoyo. I don't think that's funny enough so I'll say more. A person from my class asked if Helsinki is a country. Also everyone thought San Marino is a city. Shout out San Marino, I love San Marino.

30/4/2026

Oh my, studying is so worth it sometimes. Although I get called a nerd, I mostly get C's on my assignments. Recently I got a study partner. I did sacrifice morning and lunch break, but it's worth it. We finished a Geography assignment a week early, just wasting 80 minutes of the last class and staying in the library til 3 pm. I'm still behind in Maths, that's fine though. I'm the best at Geography and English, my study partner is the best at Maths and Science. We might break our backs from the amount of books in our bags. You know, you have to lock in on ther last month of school.

1/5/2026

Started watching code geass today. Didn't finish it yet, but I like it. I love Kallen and Suzaku. I'm a bit confused if it's supposed to be referred to as a movie series or anime. I'm just watching it on crunchyroll. Even though I hate streaming apps, I also hate risking getting my information stolen on piracy websites. I have to admit I join fandoms before consuming the media.

2/5/2026

I ate very good vanilla ice cream.

3/5/2026

Eye hurts again.

4/5/2026

Aki x Angel is just Me x Me. I only disliked Angel because someone I disliked, was an Angel kinnie. Same thing happened with Crona, and Yuuta. I still don't like Yuuta. I hate summer, despise it. They made us go play football outside, in the sun. I hate football too. We just did maths, while random kids from 3rd grade kept talking to us. I don't get why put all ten grades in the same building, that can't be good.

5/5/2026

Band practice was today, I watched code geass while trying to get away from the dog. I'm not afraid of dogs, but being near them makes me want to wash my hands under boiling hot water for days. They're dirty and unpredictable. Like little kids, who i also do not like.

6/5/2026

Classmate betrayed me and now people know I have a website. I will never forgive them.

7/5/2026

Improv is basically how people talk to each other, no wonder it's that difficult. I'm so glad music exists, what would i do without it.

8/5/2026

Got 12/30 in maths, I think i beat the nerd allegations now. That's alright, I'm fine with bad grades. I never cared for school much. I think improving on art has been a thing I wanted for the longest. But I haven't drawn in a while. I like how chaotic and messy my style is, but I can't call myself an artist for that. I made a weird clicker game in scratch. You have to click some dogs and they get smaller and smaller until the game ends. It's hard to describe. You do it with the promise of a miracle, I haven't added the miracle part yet. We have to use scartch for a school assignment or something, and I remembered how much I know in scratch. Coding comes naturally to me, in any form. I'm not great at it, but It's the fastest I've ever learnt a hobby. I might've said too much.

9/5/2026

Made a first proper blog post. I have very bad memory, and every 3 months I buy a bag of frozen raspberries and eat them with my hands before they melt. Enough Fun facts for today.

10/5/2026

Fuck y'all.

11/5/2026

School was fine, thanks for asking. I started reading a 100k word fic. 57 Chapters and I'm on 17.

12/5/2026

Dentists are very nice for someone who causes great pain. I refuse to go under anesthesia after my last surgery. Am not happy waiting for that day. Later in the day, I realised. I think I hate Javascript more than I do anesthesia.

13/5/2026

Please never come into the library dressed as a banana, scared the shit out of me. My friend told me I act too much like an AI, in front of everybody. We went to a different city just to go to a grocery store. The three of us were the only people in the bus. We saw a waterfall. I had to be the sugar daddy and pay for a person who accused me of being AI a few hours before.

14/5/2026

I want to eat grilled cheese but a couple months ago I accidentally broke the sandwich grill by frying a cable. We also didn't have electricity for an hour or two. On a different topic. I watched dont turn left at the crossroads, the new one. Words cannot describe how much I want to rewatch it again. I can, but it's two hours and I already have wasted much time. It was a great series, I didn't expect to love it so much. Avery and D3rlord reminded me a lot of Itadori and Fushiguro, for some reason. Either way, I really enjoyed it. Maybe even more than parkour civilization, but I don't think it's fair to compare the two. Whatever you do at the crossroads. Keep going forward.

15/5/2026

Bought hair dye today. I haven't dyed my hair for a while, and now I finally let it grow out. I'm just gonna dye my bangs. I hope it goes well, but it is virgin hair, which I also consider pretty healthy. Except for the fact my hair is really frizzy a lot. I miss my curly hair, but I guess it's something people can grow out of. What are illness shots called in English? I meant vaccine. We got those at school today, my arm hurt a bit, still kinda does. I also bought mango but I have not eaten it yet. Rice milk too, yum.

16/5/2026

I need more money to spend on manga. It has also been confirmed that we are in fact moving from the capital to a different city. I should say that I'll miss my friends, but I don't really have any. There's only two people worth missing. I won't say who, incase they're reading this. I'm also sorry, to everyone else, and everyone in general. I don't think we'll lose contact, that much. They have my website and I have their socials. I'll miss the ones who saw me, and others, euqal. No matter how different the floor we stood on was. That is someone worth spending time with. Maybe I should tell them that instead of writing it on a public website. After all I have no idea who reads this and who does not. A shame, really. Okay, nothing is ever this serious. Will update about the hair dye.

17/5/2026

My hair is not purple, it is maroon. I am not angry, but it smells like chemicals and I cannot wash out the smell. Also feels and looks like a wig. Either way, its very sublte. If you saw me on the street you might not know I have dyed hair. This is also the first time I dyed my hair with permanent hair dye. I only dyed my bangs because I like my natural hair colour. I wish I could change my hair colour every other week, but my hair would definitely fall out. Last time i dyed my hair was 2020 something, it was semi-permanent blue, I think. Maybe? I can't remember.

18/5/2026

Please never call me, or anyone at 10 PM. Especially when you don't have anything to say. It is not fun.

19/5/2026

My knees hurt very badly. But I need to write about my ocs. My favourite way to do that is to watch videos on youtube about bad animes/mangas, and then imagine how better my story is. Probably not the best way to do that, but it helps a lot.

20/5/2026

Bad.

21/5/2026

To whoever is leaving zendaya photos around the school, thank you. I took two, I apologize.

22/5/2026

What do I say?

23/5/2026

Head hurts a lot, drank coffee and took a nap but nothing helped. Too bad.

24/5/2026

Every now and then I get the urge to pirate anime instead of waiting for it to be on Crunchyroll. But I really don't want to risk getting a virus, since I have a lot of stuff on my computer and phone. But I need to watch, and I need to read. If I don't find a website that has Gift of Poison full manga, I will explode soon. I saw Caroline/Wayne has a bunch of websites in the bookmarks. My classmate also sent me a lot, although most of them are in spanish. for some reason. Cuz I remember trying to watch Nana on those websites and I almost got a virus. It doesn't help that I'm stupid and probably will click on the links by accident.

25/5/2026

Sometimes I wish I was more special.

26/5/2026

Anaesthesia is fucking horrible, didn't even last a minute before I started seeing things. Okay, it's not that serious but I do hate it.

27/5/2026

Nobody told me anaesthesia makes your voice raspy. Now I sound like a discord e-boy. I do not enjoy that in the slightest, at least I don't have to go to school. I think older people deserve your respect automatically, although if they're horrible (more than anaesthesia) then they lose that. I don't make the rules.

28/5/2026

Well that wasn't fun.

29/5/2026

I forgot the notes app on my phone doesn't count words, it counts characters. I only wrote about 2K words. Hate it here. Nevermind that, my shampoo and shower gel match scents. Love it here

30/5/2026

New garden theme for this page. Why does everybody want to be adopted by me? People at school have been saying this to me since 4th grade. That's a long time to keep saying this.